Saturday 27 March 2010

First Term Madness

I thought I would put down a few of the pieces I have written for some of my subjects, mostly journalism pieces. I'm sure I hae mentioned this a million times before, but one of the best ways to express yourself is through words and documenting things. So one day when I look back on this blog and read what I wrote for my journ course at university I will either cringe at how I used to write, or smile at the fact that I still write the same.

First though, an essay I loathed writing. Okay so I have admitted to Shakespeare being a genius. But Sonnet 129 kills my soul. Not only is is difficult to identify with his criticism of humans today, but it was the fact that I had to write a whole essay explaining why old William felt how bad humans are for having sex, that was what drove me insane. But I do get his point. Sort of. A paragraph from my essay, if you will...

The poem speaks about the ‘expense of spirit’ (1), or the using up of the vital energy humans need. That energy is seen as going to waste if one uses it up on sex just for lustful purposes. The poem elaborates on lust in action and lust before put into action.(2) Both of these can be equally denoted to a crude, immoral, untrustworthy and somewhat guilty crime.

Yes. Ok sure.

But here is a personal narrative article we had to write for journalism, I did quite well in it too, unlike in the English (hmmm, a sign perhaps?)

Filling the gap

I didn’t plan on taking a gap year after school. In fact, I had never even thought about the idea. You see, the plan was this; finish school, head on to Rhodes, become a journalist. But it was the day my mom suggested a year in England to me that altered my pragmatic plan partially. I went back to her later that evening and with just one quick skim over the Tutor’s Worldwide pamphlet, my plan had changed. The adventure had begun.

It didn’t take very long to realise I was on my own. The touching goodbyes’s at the airport, sitting in the boarding lounge and reading a letter from my mom, even the plane ride, they all seemed completely natural to me. It all went by really quickly. But it was when I stepped off the plane, got hold of my ridiculously large amount of luggage and came to quite a halt, mid-step in Terminal 4. Now what?

Why on earth did I think I could do this on my own? There I was, on the threshold of adulthood, albeit only just eighteen years old standing in a very non-South African environment, with no map. I needed a map. I strolled over to the chubby bearded man behind the help desk. Now I remember this moment so clearly you could swear it happened yesterday; “Or’righ’ darlin’ wha’ you wanna do is this, ‘op on the Piccadilly line from this terminal yea, stay on it for abou’ 10 stops then change, eeva at the circle or district line yea, but rava on the district, until the Victoria stop yea, you got that?”

No, I didn’t have it. But it was then that I developed my theory. This was the first big step to my independence. The first big step to my adventure. If I could make my way to Victoria station without losing my way (or my head for that matter), there would be nothing else I couldn’t do on this gap year.

Now I don’t know if you’ve ever seen a map of the London underground. It is epic. It looks like a two-year old has taken about fifteen different coloured crayons and spontaneously joined them up across the page. A ‘maze’ would be putting it lightly. But I slowly started to memorise it.

The underground eventually became my favourite form of travel. Whenever I missed mom and her special Sunday roast, the Piccadilly line took me to Covent Garden where I would have a Sunday lunch at Angelica’s (and the gravy was almost just like mom’s). If I ever felt like a great amble around a market that reminded me of Irene flee markets, the northern line kindly took me to Camden Markets on a Saturday afternoon. I would sit on those trains from Wimbledon to Upminster, getting off at every stop just for the sake of exploration and adventure.

I was once travelling on the central line to the Notting Hill carnival. The elderly lady next to me had been checking me out since we left Putney. Just before her stop, she asked me how old I was. When I replied, she seemed somewhat taken aback. For the rest of the ride I thought about maturity and how it surely cannot be measured by how old you are. It is what you have experienced that determines what you know.

My gap year took me on rides of knowledge I would never imagine myself getting tickets for. I travelled, and I met the most extraordinary people. I challenged myself, and I learnt how to budget my earnings. I learnt how to apply for jobs, and how to accept rejections. My lessons in independence prepared me well for life ahead. I had discussions with people that no lesson in school could ever have taught me. I now have a certainty of what I want out of life, and a new passion for wanting to learn even more.

And I learnt how the London Underground works.

The Mind the gap sign I became so familiar with by using the underground has a new meaning in my life now; don’t mind the gap, but fill it up.

I enjoyed writing that one.
We also learn the boring bits of journalism too, like hard news stories. Normally I don't really enjoy writing them, but I liked this one - because the person it was based on was so so interesting.

Freelancing: from Moscow to Berlin!

On the 16 March 2010, former freelance journalist and foreign correspondent Anna Christensen shared her stories with the first year Journalism students at Rhodes University.

The students avidly listened as she spoke about her “lucky breaks” with United Press International, her continuous obituary writing and her after attaining her “love affair with anything Russian” and how it eventually led her in Moscow, at the height of the Cold War.

Christensen shared with the students the hardships of her career; how the conflict between America and Russia left her “disillusioned’, and how it became hard to identify with her homeland because of it. She mentioned how she lost friends, and how the KGB limited her movement and freedom of speech as a foreign journalist.

Following her stay in Moscow, Christensen was sent to East Berlin to report where she “found herself homeless for a while” and what essentially marked the beginning of the end of her career.

According to a student in the lecture, he found Christensen very “seasoned in the journalistic sphere”, although he would have liked to hear more about her writing experiences.

Christensen is now combining her two passions, with a teaching degree and still doing some freelance work in South Africa. She wrapped up by telling the students that her worldly knowledge and belief was what got her to the top. “I believe you can be taught to be good at something”, says Christensen, “there is always something more to be learnt.”

I have one more, but I will create a new post for that. I think I got a bit over excited with this one. We also just handed in a beeeeeg Drama assignment which I will hopefully do well in. It was all about Shamanism, and how it influenced the way we act today. So interesting. It all is really. I love it at Rhodes. And I love learning new things. Honestly though. :) Yes, it sounds nerdy and cheesy. But, quite frankly. I don't care :) Over and out for now!

Tuesday 2 March 2010

Lighting up Rhodes

So Rhodes :) It has all started. O week is now over and the real stuff has allll started. Everything seemed to have just fallen into place.

Lectures started and the work didn't hesitate to come. My subjects are all really different but they all seem to compliment each other which is really helpful. Linguistics is surprisingly interesting, especially since I didn't plan on taking it at all. At the moment we are learning about phonetics and the Internation PHONETIC alphabet. So that one you see in dictionaries after the word and it looks like giberish. Yea, I'm learning that! It is quite epic. In tutorials we sit there emphasising SH-i-ingle, and then seeing what articulator we use to say it. Then when I head to my Drama speech tut and learn how to breathe with my diaphragm I think about linguistics and what exactly I am using to breathe somewhat diaphagmatically.

And the Drama is so cool. It is more fun than anything else, but I think that is because I truly love it. Theatre making is great. It is all about improvisation and gives me a chance to fully let go. Which I do in normal day to day activities anyway without warning people. But the ones that know me have gotten used to it. It is just such a relieving hour or so after long days in lectures.

Speaking of which, the friends I have made are dandy :) I have become particularly close with Georgia and Nicky in my res. I went to PE with them over a weekend and felt perfectly comfortable making tea at Nicky's house. Then of course Greg is here and he has made friends with Matty from his res. I always feel good when they are around. Gill is our very own american exchange student and she is really interesting and fun too :) But it was when something horrible happened on the weekend when we all needed to be there for George. Barely having known each other for a month, we all came together, Nicky, Greg, Paige, Matty, Ben and I, and we were there for her. As if we had known her for ages. And sitting there altogether, I noticed how quickly things have fallen into place. And how awesome that is.

I have also picked up contemporary and ballroom/latin american dancing :) And I am writing for the Activate newspaper which is cool.

I still miss home, but it is a different kind of missing compared to the one I felt when I was in England. Different types of experiences this time. And I know I am going home a couple of times during these years. I feel absolutely content about being here though. I don't know if it just because I am used to adapting to new surroundings. But I feel that there was definitely a reason behind the fact that I have been wanting to come here since I was 14. Why I didn't apply to anywhere else. I feel like I am in the right place to learn and study and experience life in this next stage of adulthood :)

Wow getting really deep here. I ramble like a mad woman. But according to my journ lecturer, I have to keep writing - no matter what I am writing about. So to add to the rambling, I wrote this. It is called 'My meaning of life'. It is quite in depth but I thought about it carefully. Okay, this is what I think.

I feel very strongly that the meaning of life is whatever you choose it to be. If you want the meaning of life to take the path of sin and guilt – then that is your choice. If you want your life to be lead on a path of joy and fulfillment then that is your choice too. There is no specific meaning of life, but life is what you make of it. The meaning of life comes with how you approach it – and the reason for birth, or purpose comes with what you want the reason to be, and what you want your own personal purpose to be. Whether you want your mark to be left is up to you.

‘Why are we born?’ is a difficult question – but I feel that we all are brought into the world with specific tasks to fulfill. I was brought into this world to work to survive and come to have experiences. I have communicated, and have been faced with challenges. I have to make decisions, I will grow, and I will mature and will be given guidance. I have gained skills and then have gone on to play. I learn how things work and will then go on to do work. I belong to a society of some sort, and choose to conform to its traditions or not. I have my God and celebrate in His name. I have and will find friends, and find a companion. I will one day go on to acquire wealth and amass power in any sense. I will feel sensuality and experience sex, create a home, express myself artistically. I will display myself and hence accumulate wisdom. I have and will break the rules at least once, but I will parent and teach. I will expel waste, heal, fail, lose, and cry. I have and will love. I will accept others and change states of consciousness. I will open myself up to new depths. I will write my story. I will die, and enter a new world. And I will be remembered. That is my meaning of life.

http://www.facebook.com/photos.php?id=689140772 - - - Many photos!

Over and out! :)